I was once given a chance to choose. I failed to do so. I made a bad decision. when the bridge collapsed, I refused to let go. ..
A dear to my heart once told me “Choose while you have chance”…So i did.. I choose to stay. even though i know thing pulling in different direction now. Tension of opposite, where most of my life in the middle.
I care my dwindling time and i chose to cherish every chance i got. I chose to make thing right and i make a right things. I learn to forgive while i have time, and i seek forgiveness though it seems hard to earn. I also learned to forgive myself. I understand what should have done and what should have happened is unwind ..so I enjoy every moment i have therefore I’m not become inured to the time and wish clock to stop the ticking.
O myself, whispered to yourself. “ life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you bound to do something else. Something hurts you yet you know it shouldn’t. You take certain thing for granted even when you know you should never take anything for granted” -morrie.
I do whatever i should do. I made mistake and i chose to rectify. I circle the same orbit where i might encountered the same spot of prospect problem. Its a human nature anyway. I always manage to do an identical mistake , but i chose a different approach of solutions. It might generate you creativity ait??.
So..I serve the choices I’ve made… i served myself.